For much of my life I have cherished or cringed at my intrepretation of the world.
I love the thrill of the edge, but approach it with great caution.
I am abitious and go at a 110% until I crash, then I am lazy and sleep is all I want.
I am happy much of the time and there is much in this world that makes me sad.
I am high energy, chatty and love to laugh and then I am withdrawn and become the silent observer.
I crave attention then reject it when it comes.
I want success and I fear my success.
My vulnerability is my strength and it is my weakness.
My thoughts are the key to my freedom and the cage that traps me.
I am all of this…and I am none of this.
I am the creator of my life. And I am the experience of my creations.
I have navigated much of this journey through the experience of extremes. As I embrace my exstremes they start to merge and become one – two sides of the same coin.
The suffering and joy,
the struggle and ease,
the heart break and heart opening,
the longing and the belonging
dissolves into oneness!
Kathy Bazinet 2014