When I look into his eyes, in that moment, I see all that he thinks of me, all that he knows of me, and all that he feels for me.
Sometimes when I look into his eyes what I see feels exciting, nurturing, and loving. And sometimes it causes an ache of sadness, or a spark of fear.
Because when I look into his eyes, in that moment, I see the reflection of all that I think of me, all that I know of me, and all that I feel for me.
I want to be real with you! I want to be real with me!
For you to see all the light within me that is the essence of my being.
For you to see the darkness within that hides in the corners afraid to be seen.
And for me to know the depths of these truths within myself.
For you to see the beautiful, sexy, soft side of me that desire to play.
For you to see the ugly, worn, torn side of me and have you stay.
When I am real with you, it is when I am being real with me!
© Kathy Bazinet 2014