I find myself in a place of deep gratitude and joy for the chapters, of this journey I call my life, already written. The pages rich in adventures already lived…skydiving, mountain climbing, hang gliding, surfing, standing close to the edge…
The countless chapters that include the tales of facing my fears… the personal development stretch of putting myself out there in the public eye; the publishing of my first book that shares some of my most private and intimate thoughts and feelings; the experience of learning to love again…
The character development deepening in each new discovery of my authentic self as I have embraced the many different emotions that come with love, heartbreak, joy, betrayal and loss.
The plot that at times thickened with either great triumph or those moments that brought me to my knees in despair; each experience making me stronger and wiser.
I find myself waking more and more of my days in a state of curiosity and wonder about what the next chapter of this grand story I call my life will entail.
Will it be a thriller? A romance? An epic tale of freedom, vulnerability and love?
Will it continue to be filled with wild, breath-taking adventures? With moments of great triumph as I conquer my fears; take a leap of faith; and trust myself as I dive in knowing the risk is worth it? Will it be filled with much joy as I relax into and embrace the mysteries of the unknown? Will there be moments of heartbreak, love, loss, connection, challenge and ease with the deepening of my relationship to self, to others, to oneness, to the true essence of life?
Each line on each page of each chapter in this epic journey I call my life has been all my own writing; my own creation… I am the author of this tale. And as the author I have decided to make it a best seller!
I wonder when my life story makes it to the big screen who will play me 😉
© Kathy Bazinet 2015